Last entry

Let me make a last entry, I have went to the cyber counsellor interview today. It was not successful but it was definitely a fruitiful interview that I ever had.

Hi, Everyone.

Hi everyone, due to some personal reason. Sorry, I won't be blogging anymore.

Will this opportunity gives me a chance to fulifil my dream?

Recently, I have came across a website that they are looking for online cyber counsellor volunteer at Marine Parade Family Service Centre. They are looking for volunteer to train their next batch of cyber counsellors. They are running a online youth chat counselling program called "metoyou". I have called to find out more. That person told me that if I'm interested he can put me to the person-in-charge to have an interview with me to see whether I'm suitable for it. I had agree for the interview. If successfully selected, I will undergo a free training in basic counselling skills that consist 4 modules and have to complete 1 year of volunteering after training.

Hopefully, this opportunity will give me a chance to fulifil my dream although it is not a occupation.

A very patience doctor

Here I would like to comment something good about my doctor. She is Miss Theresa Lee, a nice and patience doctor. Why I would say that? because actually she should have discharge me out from Sayang Clinic for the end of the two years since 2006 that I have started and end in 2008.
and I should be seeing another doctor by now in Clinic B.That is their rules, I think so. But she still see me, I think that because maybe she know me well, and because of my sensitiveness, I need a doctor who can be really understanding of my feeling when consulting me. And I am very gateful to her, all along I have quite a lot of problems troubling her and I think that most doctors can'tstand it when the patient has a lot of problems and questions they want to know. And I think that she has done too much already because she has been seeing me for 5 years and this year going to 6 years soon. I think she will be discharing me soon if I have a stable job this year
and can manage my life smoothly. I strongly recommend this doctor to everyone. She is a very kind and caring doctor.

Problems in my life.....

I dislike those aunties who always mind other people's business.....can't they just mind their own business. Found that they always like to goosip people's families and people's jobs...especially my neighbours living around next door to me. Now when I see them never greet them unlike last time.

Second things is since we are a small children I everyday will hear my grandma nagging and talking a lot all about her suffering and her negative feeling....and because of that my sister and I are stress when taking care of her. Sometimes, we really cannot tolerate of her anymore.

Last is everyone in my family members are negative except my aunt who is the only one is a really positive and strong person and she is a person who can solve most of the problem in our life. But I just afraid that she can't take it one day, because she also has her own illness and it is a very serious one.

About me.....

I am a introvert person, but I have a complex personality that sometimes people can mistaken me as extrovert. I can be both in between but my real self is introvert. I tend to talk less to people when I meet them first time. When I know them better, I will be very extrovert. Maybe because of my complex personality, people will have some conflict with me at the first time. I tend to trust my instinct and feeling often. And I am a careful and detail person. What I like to do in my free time is sitting alone in the room and meditate, I often have an idea of how to solve a problem after I mediate. And it definitely will help me make a good decision. I like to speak out of my mind when something bother me but at the same time I also like the feeling of privacy of keeping things to myself. At times I will be realistic too, and I am quite practical in life.

As for love life, I think I may not be that realistic...hmmm...maybe just in between. What's the definition of true love? I think both party have to make an effort to make it as true love. Or else the other party, he/she may be loving the person deeply but the feeling will still be gone if the person does not love him/her. And of course I'm a dreamer I tend to have some unrealistic dreams and wish for miracle to happen. I believe that there's a lot of dreams and miracles will happen in life. Because gods have a plans for all of us and I tend to trust gods often. I believe gods is fair to everyone. Lastly, I hope that everyone has a happy life in the future.

Prefer to work outside although I don't prefer that much.

I often have this same questions that appear in mind when I have a job, I will wonder whether the people there working are nice, easy to get along, won't gossip too much, won't push their work to other people and so on and so on. But found that almost all working places have this kind of politices . For the previous working place that I have worked with my mum friend. To be honest, there is a little conflict among my colleagues but overall they are nice and quite simple. Can say it is a very suitable working place for everyone to work in. About the conflict with my mum friend, until now I still don't have an answer whether she is lying to me or not. But we still remain normal friend, sending msg to each other occasionally.

Unless I work alone like home based job or I will still face this kind of situations. But I don't think that I will choose a home based job because it is not quite a stable job to choose as unless you be your own boss. I will still continue to find a job that work outside and try to adapt the environment of the working place....and most important is I can do my job efficiently. That's what every bosses they want people to be like this. Hope that I can really fulifil these requirements.