I'm Maaaaaa ruuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!! =(

Have been searching the net to look for typing course.....oh its very ma ruuuuuu.....do your know? It is like this....I look on the internet and found out that this place got provide typing course......but when I make a call to them........

1st person answer: Huh? What do you mean? Typing what?

Me: Then I say......teach people to type fast one? Typing course.

1st person: Oh ok....then you have to call to this no ................

When I called, 2nd person answer......

2nd person: Huh? typing what?.....oh a short course you mean? Then you have to call to this department.....no is.........

Me: ok..... thanks=(

Then I put down the phone and call the third person....

3rd person: Huh?....Typing what? (again) :/ (same reply and reaction)

Me: again....I reply the same answer again........teach people to type fast one? =(

3rd person: Oh..... are you a local? She said....

Me: Ya..... I am. haha

3 rd person: Ohoh.....ok....then she said........we don't have any typing course available. (laugh)

Me: Then I said....Is there any other places provide typing course?

3rd person: She say maybe you can check on the internet or download some typing software.

Me: (hahahaa....this one I also know)=(......but I say ok.....thanks for your help.

Ohhhhhhhh its tooooooooo maruuuuu.....Nowadays don't have such thing as typing course already.......and its already outdated! And to tell you all ya....its not that I don't know how to type.....its because I want to increase my speed.....haha....

okokok.....have to stop talking about this......I know you all laughing.....Haha........=D

Maybe F&B is a better choice for me?

I have told Mr Koh my decision that I would like to find a packer job instead of a service job. But he told me packer job do not have part time position only have full time and also said that it is quite a tough job.

So I ask him this question.....so what do you think I'm suitable of what kind of jobs? He paused a while and then tell me the same answer again that he had said before...it is F&B job, because it is much simple for me to handle the work stress. So now he is helping me look up for those like MC Donald and KFC Fast food position of part time service crew.

At first I was quite reluctant to do but then think of it the pay is quite good.....it is about $6 per hr....and the duties is not that heavy. But now I have something happen at home so have to ask him to delay it.

Hopefully when I complete my typing tutorial online.....I hope that next time I can get a data entry job.

Two jobs in mind, that I prefer it.

Recently I have been thinking seriously of what type of job am I suitable???....Finally I have an answer in mind it is either data entry or packing job because it is suitable for me as I do not like service line. But to choose between these two choices, I prefer data entry job because I do not want to waste out of my basic computer skills of what I have learnt in my school days....and I think that what I have learnt, should apply in life or else it is really a waste. But in the meantime, I think I will just tell Mr Koh my decision to help me look up for a part time packing job position while at the same time I can practice my typing skills and training my concentration power, for the job that I really wanted.

Hmmm....I would like to ask your all is there any places got teach people learn how to type fast enough.......some sort like a typing course......is there's something like this course providing outside? Just curious about it because nowadays people all know how to type......and got people telling me that don't have such course already.....it has been outdated. Is this true?

Written By author: Donna Fargo

The one thing I know I'll do when my feelings are hurt is not blame the person who hurt me, because I would not be hurt if I hadn't allow it. That person may not feel he's done anything wrong, for he was just being himself, but I need to do this for myself so I can move on. It is my responsibility not to own hurt.

And I find this advice is very useful for everyone when dealing with people making us very unhappy.

My Dream

I hope I can study counselling or psychology course.....because that is my interest. And I would just want to study it only and not do it. Now my goal is to learn to think positive everyday. I hope that 5 years later......my health being will be fine and able to study my dream course.

We are something new in this world!

A motivate words that really make me feel I'm a useful person.....and I like this topic whenever I read from any self-improvement books.... something like that, that says: you are something new in this world.....and nobody has ever been exactly the same like you....and that make each of us individual a special person. Whenever I remind of this sentences, I felt that ever though I have this mental disability I still think that I'm a useful person and something new in this world although I am only a common people. Hmm.....interesting saying that can say, common people also the same meaning as normal people...doesn't it make us equally the same as them.... mental illness people like us?.....We also lead a normal life. hahaha.....just an encouraging facts to share with your all. Hope this brightened your day!=)

That the least that I can wish for

Mental illness is a long term treatment...it is treatable but can't cure completely. Do we have any hope that one day we can be cure? I have been reading some articles on the internet....and they stated that they also don't know how mental illness come from? For me I think the only way is ask for prayer healing and continue to chant for miracles to happen. But if no miracle happen, I only hope that less strange behaviour and anxiety coming on me. That the least that I can wish for.