Tuesday, May 11, 2010

My thoughts

Yesterday i just having this kind of thoughts will i be able to stay in my current job for many years in my life? Will i be able to work until i'm old? Suddenly this problem become a worry for me. because i afraid i won't be able to find this kind of working environment already...no politices...boss never give me stress and they very understanding...my colleagues all treat me good and help me a lot. And i keep thinking...if i never work for this company anymore, will i be able to find another second job in the future with such nice boss and colleagues who know my illness and never despise me. ? Do i need to go back to imh job club to seek for help in finding another job? Do i be able to work independently and handle co-workers in another job? All these questions keeping repeating in my mind. And i try to be positive...keep telling myself that just don't think all this unnecessary things that haven't yet happen. If happen...just pray for god and help me to find another job. Maybe this is a empty worries...as we won't know wat in the future will happen. So after thinking this i felt much better. Hopefully all the things go smoothly for me. I really hope so.

2 comments:

aileen said...

You have come so far already. Do not give up. Press on. Practice what you have learnt during your training. Stay postive and don't worry too much. You have our moral support. Believe you can make it. God would see you through every step in life. Take Care.

Just a veri simple me! said...

Thanks aileen. ya you are rite...i should not worry too much.