I'm in difficult situation!!!!!!!!!!!

I felt like taking a long break.......really felt tired sometimes. I think the most problems we have in job is with colleague. Now I know why people want to early retire. Really felt like giving up. But give up now....how am i going to find another similar job. And now I still don't know which way to go......I'm in difficult situation....and really I never came a cross this type of office polities....This is my first time have this type of problem. And I'm thinking about this problem a very long time. And I have talk to my sister and my occupation therapist about it.....the only good thing is I felt much better....but the problem can't be solve.....How am I going to FIND THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM....and right now I still can't jump to conclusion......because this will only make things worse between me and my colleague. And now I think the best way to do is seek help from religious leader and at the same time pray hard to god that all these problems can be solve. Or else I won't be able to work in peace...if things get worse...I think that I'm not lucky enough to have this job. Right now live it to fate.