Do I really have to stop taking medicine?

Do I really have to stop taking medicine? My answer is .......No!!!! Definitely No. Because I have to not say that the medicine did benefit me. Why I say so?....Because last time, I stop taking my medicine for weeks so i relapse. And I believe the medicine really got cure me cos it really make me see though life and i have learn a lot due to those bad experience that i have until now i then start to realise it. But one thing I find out that mental illness is a very special illness cos we able to think and see though those things that is unbelieveable. For others may see that we are crazy but i think this illness that cause us is maybe got something to do with inner thoughts. Inner thoughts is unexplainable but I think its our own thinking that cause us to be like that and I have to say that our brain is indeel veri amazing! haha...For me i ever say that i wish that i will not have to take medicine one day...and this question I have thought a lot and finally i came up of the answer one day......maybe this is god tell me....even though i have to take medicine for, until the end of my life......i will accept it cos if god really want you to have medicine to function your life...then let's just take it as at the same time god will contine to bless us of all the trouble that we have now. And got one phrase that we call lose and win....I think this word veri suitable to replace in life that when something bad happen and you gain some blessing...and that's wat I believe now. Hope you all agree too.=)