My changes in life

Felt that I have start to grown up...not so that inmature like last time. But when start to grown up....problems are pilling up. More and more thoughts came to my mind. First is happiness, second is job, third, family and friends......and when I grown up, I start to think of money...and I become really like to buy things, especially shoes. Really have quite a lot of shoes since I start to work outside. And mostly I will spend on foods....and really become a fat pig already if you see me. Haha....And my target is save at least 50 dollars to my bank for the need of emergency use. And start to see a new me....got decision making...got ideas and goals....and most importantly know wat to talk and don't talk as in my past I'm not always careful to my words when talking to ppl. That's my insensitive side. Well changes is good but the old self is not like last time as my family prefer my old self. Haha...maybe I too guillible and naive ma....like a little child. But now, I quite like the new me. Haha....But don't know whether got change maybe my inner thoughts and self ma. Next time if you all see me...tell me more ma...would very like to hear it. But ho...we sledom meet up leh...haha...but nevermind we can have a group gathering ma. Right?=)